Blank Pepe Reasons to Live

isn't making memes enough reason alone???

How so? I just feel so depressed every day feeling like I wasted my whole life doing nothing and it's too late to enjoy life because of it.

sorry u feel that way. sorry u have been thru whatever u have been though. ok not gonna lie I am officially being treated for depression and I am taking antidepressants. I do feel better when I am on the meds. do u have medical coverage of any kind could u go talk to someone? u won't be able to get out of this by urself u r gonna need some help. because there r plenty of reasons to keep slogging thru there r. if u r still breathing then u still have time to do something u can be proud of. I don't want u to hurt urself ok? please don't do that. I check this site a few times a day gives me an update now and then. if u have medical insurance call them tomorrow and see if u need a referral for counseling of some kind. ok that is all u have to do tomorrow to make it a worthwhile day. good luck.

I do the same you do; I take meds. But I feel like I never wanted to be on meds to begin with because growing up I got labeled "autistic"! I didn't want to prove I wasn't autistic because then I would've stayed another year in high school as a result. also my dad's on meds and I didn't want to be like he is being always agitated and miserable, that's why throughout my whole life; I didn't want to take meds. But now I f**ked up and I can't get a drivers license, and I failed college.

all I can say is keep trying which is so lame I hate to even write it. --can u ask ur Doc abt different meds? I tried three others b4 I found my current one. --can u go to a community two year school or something? can u just take some cheap local classes to keep in the habit of going to school? sorry abt the driver's license; my niece didn't have a car but found friends at her community college she could get rides with. I will check back tomorrow let me know what u find out after u ask questions / do some research, ok?

I sometimes take extra med's in case I get too depressed; that's all I can say.

yes that is always an option. just hoping u find some energy to do other things that u will benefit from like just taking one class at a community college. take care!

I just got back into playing guitar; maybe that will help for right now, hopefully. I'm hoping to get hired for janitorial work soon also! I just wanna make up for my losses in life; from not wanting to take meds this entire decade to ease my depression and anxiety until now!!

excellent abt the guitar doing something u enjoy really matters. hope u get the job. just remember u have already started on ur new path, u made a change. that is cool and something to be proud of, really!