Hi Brother, you can trust me that I'm not at that stage, despite my recent departation from Arminianism. :) I don't believe in Double Predestination, nor do I believe that we have not the responisbility to be holy, live a life of repentence and learning, and evangelize.
I'm actually evangelizing on Imgflip via, my memes and engaging the unbelieving, and sharing the Gospel to them.
thank you for your wisdom :)