How do you define god? Don't use a non-defined word! This is the last time I am posting this here, I get tired of it: My defintion of god: "en Archêi ên ho Logos, kai ho Logos ên pros ton Theon, kai Theos ên ho Logos"in English: in the begining was "ho logos" (this is ancient Greek, in case you don't know), and "ho logos" was with god, and god was "ho logos" (this is a clear bijection, in other words useful as a definition). So you just need the correct tanslation for "ho logos". It has quite a few dictionary meanings, so let' s see, how the ancient Greek nature philosophers intepreted it. One of the oldest and most famous ones, namely Heraklit, understood it to be "the mathematical-physical law of the universe" (which we by far don't know yet). Could you agree wiht this defintion? Then I tell you where it is written: in the Bible, New Testament, John 1:1. It has just been miserably translated into all other languages, including Latin. Then I could go on why you should believe in yourself - but I am not going to explain this here in detail, I just want to say that you have "ho logos" namely the mathematical-physical law of the uiverse, in yourself.