Ok, I have been just feeling god's awful inside me; I have been just real sad, pissed,stressed, and empty.....
My school has been piling me in work that is difficult and it is non stop, I can't work on them all at the same time, my choirs class apparently had complicated requirements that I do not fully agree with, my science has too many disrupting brats in the class always making noise yelling out the teachers name, nothing can silence them,,,, Just like how I would say when someone tells "shut up" I would reply with "No-one can silence another with ease or with force, it only makes it worst" also.... I just recently broke up with my GF.... she never cared about me, she broke my heart multiple times, she lied to me more than I can count, she Physically harmed me, she also MADE A BIG LIE THAT SHE WILL NEVER DO AGAIN, SHe lied about dumping me for my "former" friend Landon, She said that she was "pretending" she was dating him and "I was a big brother to her" Because I was always there for her, she lied about everything... and this other girl is saying she likes me but she ain't showing any signs of it... and I don't her friends she hangs out with but one of them... I am just so mad at my recently broken up GF.... she only cared for me once.... when she almost clawed out my eye's... she is a crazy b****. I just hope my future will cripple me on to my knees.