When you realize that excessive bullying in primary school and the 2010s “if you like [thing] you’re cringe” culture prevented you from ever trying new things or exploring potential interests due to the fear of being made fun of or ostracized over it which screwed you over in the long term and now every single social interaction is that much more difficult for you so you lowkey just accept that you’ll never have any real friends because you’re an uninteresting loser who has no real hobbies