I kinda know how to do that, I did that when I died at 87 on NC and I just wanted to drop it so bad but I thought I would be so pissed if I left this at 87% and just never came back to it. The thing is my autism brain will go crazy like OOOHH THATS ABSOLUTE CINEMA LET'S BUILD THIS PEAK IN THE EDITOR and I boot up editor, think for about five seconds, realize I'm hot garbage at GD and I literally don't know what 90% of the objects in GD even do or what's decoration and what it looks like and blah blah blah, and I delete that crap faster than my self esteem lmao. I just have no motivation because A) I don't know any GD objects from Adam, ESPECIALLY deco objects, I'm only used to Photoshop and Illustrator design when I look at a level I can't even tell you what half the objects even are B) I'm not good at finding abstract ways to do things I'm very literal and if I don't already know how to do it on autopilot I probably can't do it C) I have crippling laziness to do literally anything, I am as lazy on a daily basis as a 9 to 5 working adult after work but it lasts all day every day, that's why I can hyper focus so much on something I enjoy or find important because I spend zero energy giving a crap about most anything else D) I'm scared to actually focus on something and get ego'ed by Robtop and realize I wasted time I could've used to play a new Hard Demon or smth E) I just have no ideas for anything and anytime I do it's like for smth that would be so heavily deco'ed it would get epic but I'm not funny game ts wont happen lmao. It's intimidating to stare at the editor and the objects and realize how much you have at your disposal and that you haven't the faintest idea how to make what you want work. I've never been good at making original stuff I've always been more of a remake sort of creator I need a base to work with I can't make new from scratch because I have no inspiration or motivation to do so.