i dont know what i was thinking
leaving my child behind
now i suffer the curse
and now i am blind
with all this anger, guilt and sadness
coming to haunt me forever
i cant wait for the cliff
at the end of the river
is this revenge im seeking?
or seeking someone to avenge me?
stuck in my own paradox
i wanna set myself free
maybe i should chase and find it
before they try to stop it
it wont be long before ill become a puppet
its been so long
since i last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter
since youve been gone
ive been singing this stupid song
so i could ponder
the sanity of your mother
♪