In a few seconds, it was dead. 401 dug her teeth in and ate. She ate like a wild animal, tearing the squirrel apart with her teeth. The squirrel was soon devoured entirely, the only trace of it being its blood still on the grass.
Her stomach was content. If only her mind were too. She hated hunting, but having to use all the little money she had for rent, it was her only option for food. Well, there was another, but... no. It's best not to, lest it worsens her mental state. 401 walked to the nearby creek and rinsed off the already-dried blood. Once she was satisfied, she returned to her "home". If home is where the heart is, this certainly wasn't hers.
She lay down on a stiff piece of wood, ready to go to sleep.
...If her mind let her.
"This is your fault. You're the reason you're in this f**king mess."
Guilt and regret wracked her mind for an hour until her body was too tired to continue.
Unfortunately, her dream wasn't much better, either. The same old nightmare she'd had for the past week.
As always, the dream started in an empty room. The light above her head was barely holding out, flickering in between the small amount of illumination it offered. Below the exposed lightbulb, there was a chair. And hanging from the ceiling, a noose swaying back and forth, beckoning her to use it.
The dream only ended after hours of dreadful silence. 401 refused to use the noose and was therefore subjected to waiting in silence in the empty room for god knows how long.
She hated being awake, she hated being asleep. This cycle continues, never-ending, never faltering. She longed for salvation from it all. Perhaps the nightmare was her mind telling her the only answer she knew, but yet she still never tried it.
Why? Is it the small hope for another option? Or is it fear?