yes yes I k n o w .
Don't f u c k i n g lecture me.
That's when you're supposed to realize everything is in his head and you figure out which parts were real and which parts weren't and Paul Allen is probably alive and actually in London and Patrick was actually drunk w i t h Paul Allen when they went to that restaurant so while he was drunk he probably just had a very intense fantasy of killing Paul, when in reality Paul prolly said he was going to London, and that statement prolly seeped into Patrick's fantasy so he ended up "sending Paul to London."
A N D , the time where he called the bartender woman a stupid bitch, he prolly said all that in his head or he would react. A N D , the time where he said he did executions and murders, his actual seLf who was actually taLking was like "nope I ain't giving myself away" and actually said whatever the f**k that lady heard, which is why she said the, uh, I forgor.
Of course it all adds up. I know. He ends up lost and unfulfilled. And like he says, he didn't learn anything new from himself. Which makes you thing, was it all an experiment? Does he kNow he was just imagining stuff? Did he think that shit on p u r p o s e ?
I PAY ATTENTION. motherf**ker. shut up.