Basically how I felt, lol. Put me in a setting to compete with myself to get really good at something and I will excel, I am actually really good at that with drive to be better at things (solo sports, self achievement, technical skills or problem solving, etc), but I have zero interest in competing with anyone else. Unless the other person is a gracious winner that acknowledges my efforts. You want to lose my respect, tell me what I do means nothing and I suck purely because I lost a stupid game or someone else did better.
