In kindergarten, I would want the same short haircut as my older brother because I wanted to copy him. But at some point in primary school, I decided to let it grow. I didn’t have a fixed music taste at the time, so I couldn't "blame" it on metal like my dad did when he was a teenager (of course I listen to a large variety of music, but mostly metal). I just told people that boys could have long hair when I was asked. But I was always happy when they called me a girl (it was so obvious). Then I started telling people it was because of metal music. Surprisingly, even at metal concerts some people thought I was a girl, and there are a lot of guys with long hair 😂.
My dad has always been supportive of me being feminine, but my mom somehow started to tell me that e.g. cropped tops looked "gay" and didn't want me to wear them as I got older. I think she just thought it was play when I was a child and now she's worried about my reputation. It got better when she learned I was trans, but she still needs to start seeing me as her daughter who sometimes is non-binary and not her son.
Why do I have to explain my life every time?!
Sorry for that.
But how did your parents react?
Relatable. I feel I would probably just either spend the extra time not relaxing but working too much or listening to music without the opportunity to sing because I'm living with my parents. But at least I'd have the opportunity to sleep if I wanted to.
I live in Germany, and it's almost 2 am now. Tomorrow's Sunday, so I don't have to go to school, but I have to prepare for an exam, and it gets even later most weekends. I sometimes go to sleep at 5 am!
That wouldn't be a problem with this pill. Uh, where'd you put it? In the cupboard or something?
But here's my picks:
Estrogen is no question, this is just my transfem duty to pick it.
Talking with cats would be nice.
Not having to sleep (under the assumption that I still can sleep when I want, just not with a need for it).
I hate my body and facial hair (especially when I miss spots when shaving), but the rest is just too tempting. Supporting my gender, love for cats and the extra time (especially with my messed up sleep schedule) would be a bit more beneficial.
