the hell!? no!!
listen, i know things are getting very tough for you right now and it may be your last moments of living but PLEASE don't make it shorter! we really want you here edge! every last second!! and i promise the dark times your going through will pass, and we'll help you through them.
...im genuinely scared for you right now.
first you get screwed over by a drunk driver, and now you have cancer?
im praying that you get better soon right now because if another thing happens to you after this, im going to cry. :(