As a fellow Christian, I would, in as loving a spirit as possible, like to gently point to the scriptures that say our bodies are not our own, but belonging to Christ, must be submitted to him in every way. This includes our sexuality, as difficult as this is. I understand you struggle, and I pray God strengthens you in your journey to true repentance and faith. Praying for You.
(For the sake of this thread, let’s not make any attempts to “argue” here. Only the Holy Spirit can convict us to change our views. Peace in Christ. )