not really.. this is the easiest way to become mental without taking any drugs.. answer to this question resides in nature.. when you f**k your mind in a state of genius, there is no easy way out
that's exactly what makes you a good writer.. and a f**kin fabulous one in this case.. i'm in the same boat here, like you are, thank god you don't have language barrier.. next step in your individual progress is alchemy as a philosophical thinking.. wish you the best in the rest!
