You could've tried explaining a few things. I'm a reasonable person with an open mind and no expectations. The truth might have just fixed more than you can ever imagined. There is no predictability to me, I have none. I'm on a try n find out basis. Theres nothing even I can do to change this. I'm on an instinctive level, that most have been programmed out of. Please be understanding with me, I can only be me, until I'm told how or when not to.