Personally, I've been in your shoes before, and from my experience, listen to a Christian radio station like the Bott Radio Network you sleep. You can listen to them online or they might be on the radio in your area. May the Lord bless you, and I'll pray for you

Dispensationalism is where you think that everything in Revelation is literal, so the rapture will happen before all the bad stuff. I personally disagree

There are many things wrong with this image, including dispensationalism

You seem to have disappeared, just like your dad

I didn't realize that "no friends" had a dedicated style of facial hair