Well update my school got told I cut by my gf and a freind and now they are offering counseling but im going to refuse for now because I talked to my mom and we'll I found out that my whole bloodline on my mom's side has a chemical imbalance which causes mental conditions like adhd, autism, bipolar, and that one condition where you see scary shit and well I have symptoms of most if not all of them and ill be going to a doctor to be diagnosed with some stuff then they will swab my throat to get DNA and test a bunch of medications and THEN I will go to a psychiatrist to get prescribed meds which before all this I did not know any of this