Well. I have a major update. I just came out to my mom. She wanted to see my phone, so I was just like, "Mom. There's some stuff you need to know. 1. I am on Goodreads. 2. I am bisexual." We sat down and talked, cried, etc. She gave me some food for thought. She accepted me. Btw, the food for thought wasn't like, oh it's just a phase or something. I had some help from an online friend and she said that you can't always trust people online. Especially since I don't know this person. So, I'm questioning again. And I'm happy, because I honestly don't know if I like boys and girls and I won't know until I kiss both. But, yeah. It was hard and scary and awful but.....wow. Just wow.
I told my parents. And now I want to cry. They were like, "It's because of the hairstyles she sees on tv." Can't they see that it's not?! I mean, maybe it is slightly influenced by that but.....I just really like the style. I honestly do. So, yeah. Basically I'm struggling not to cry right now.