What u r doing about this isn't good u have to talk to somebody in the real world about this. U have already been through so much in your life already u deserve so much more. IMG flip shouldn't be the only place you feel happy home is the place u should feel happy in and if u do t feel happy in the home u r in now then is that really ur true home? Home is more than just a roof on your head home is a place where u r loved not where u r being hurt in phisically and emotionally u need to find the place that is home for u. If u need somebody to talk to just reach me on discord at Kermitors #5806