Depression

Maybe you should get your masters?

I'm in high school... Sorta need to finish that first :P

There you go, now you're looking towards the future, you will make it out! One of my biggest motivations is doing what they tell me I can't do (not as in rules, but the doubters). If I can do that, then I've owned them. Listen to yourself, not others. Be an army of one. Soon you'll have followers.

I will! If people don't see my problems, maybe I need to be straight up about it. I know that someone would help, if they knew, and I just need to find/tell them.
However, part of my problem is I believe that I may have an early bipolar disorder, so while I'm feeling confident now, I don't know how I'll feel in an hour, or a day, or a week, and I may feel it is a bad idea then, and remain silent.