If you spent more than a few minutes with him, you would likely want to do the same.

I know that what you're going through may be difficult, but maybe, and I'm being serious, there's something to be learned. I mean, if things always went our way, then whats the point of being alive or even human. So, even though your life may be a bit harsh at the moment, try to look for those small sparks of positivity, and always remember that wisdom comes only to those who seek it.

I hope by this time that there has been improvement. You are normal for having so many conflicting feelings. I hope you have someone to support you and listen to you. I hope that your brother is getting the help he needs. I can't imagine the suffering... but some of us do care.

You're a piece of shit.

the hell