For those who may want or need to talk to someone or just have questions about suicide: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org . My 5 cents: know that it's not only not the answer, it's not even AN answer. Things will improve, I promise, there'll be good times again. And there are people who are dedicated to help you get there. I know you have the strength to keep moving, to shrug off the bad feelings and step out into the light. That's where it starts. Mentally leaving that dark place by letting in ray by ray of sunshine. Getting some sunshine physically often helps with that also.