Okaay, two things:
One, your grammar needs some work, just saying...
Two, you do realize you're doing exactly what the meme is mocking, right? You saw one or two videos like this one, they caught your interest, and you went downhill from there. Your first mistake was taking those sorts of vidoes seriously. Your second mistake was forgetting one of the most fundamental rules of the Internet: you can find people and "proof" supporting absolutely anything, no matter how crazy or farfetched. Hell, if I wanted to, I could find people who think the Earth is flat...
I'm not a psychologist, but i know why this happens. It's known as "confirmation bias" Basically, once you become convinced something is true, your brain subconsciously denies anything that would prove said thing to be untrue, while using anything it can find, up to and including taking obvious jokes as fact, to confirm that said thing is true.
On the subject of that specific video, you don't seem to realize that 99% of the "proof" it includes can be chalked up to pure coincidence. As well, many references to the Illuminati are deliberate jokes, meant as satire.