Sometimes i wish it'd actually explode and I'd die

Stay strong brother

Can't stay strong if i never was one in the first place

you're still alive aren't you? Millions have died before reaching your age. Be proud of that, even if it seems small to you, it's a huge accomplishment.

I'm 14 like 99% people who don't live to my age die to a genetic lottery or a different type of accident which is never their fault compared to me a perfectly healthy male who finds a way to find himself miserable whenever possible and downplays everything in his life, being proud of that is stupid and your attempt to cheer me up is a nothing burger. While i appreciate it I'd still rather being proud of doing something valuable than just "being alive". I won't even have a chance to provide anything to the society until i turn 18 and get a job and start living a full independent life.

You would be surprised, someone I knew who was 13 tried to attempt suicide, do not guess until you know for sure. During childhood you're meant to learn from others and not as much is expected of you in today's society. Take that time to learn or advance at what interests you

Many kids have horrible parents too, early childhood trauma is common with young kids with this condition of family

Well I don't have trauma nor horrible parents so it's all on me

Does the potato button defuse the bomb?

rea- I mean what

Remember, this is someone's fetish