There were certain circumstances that could be linked to God's existence, the "Bees not covering Jesus face" is just one of them.
But even then, there is no need to prove something entirely made on a purpose of belief. Christianity is just a group of people who believe, not a God himself. Everyone is different and of course there will be 'preachers' who will tell what's right while they themselves sin.
Same with you, who pretended to be one just for the sake of being in relationship with a women? Now that's a problem with your lust. And the Bible clearly says:
"Do not spend your strength on women, your vigor on those who ruin kings."
Proverbs 31:3
And you complain about a Girl not wanting you.
Maybe you don't hate Christians and God, maybe you just hate the truth. You say that science makes more infinitely sense, but have you used the science and logic to get through your life? Or are you just a chud sitting on a couch, posting about "having a gf who lets me sit on her lap and allowing me to crack"? Now she is gone too.
You had gone way too soft bro.