i've been lonely and without proper social interaction or real friends for years now, and things have really started to take a toll on me for the past few years, and the academics makes this 100x worse
My mental health has really been down a rabbit hole recently, i can't focus on nothing, i'm unable to do anything even if it's incredibly important, my mind is genuinely being a huge whiny bitch, i'm trying my best to cope with all this shit happening, i have no peace in my mind and it seems too overwhelming for me to even process the damn emotions, so i'm basically just a living, breathing zombie of a man right now, but i guess life just really hates me