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I just sit in a corner of my school quad watching my friends be happy.

I just sit in a corner of my school quad watching my friends be happy. | I know I’m always going to end up alone. So I distence myself before it happens. So my friends can start forgetting about me. I’m so emotionally exhausted. I don’t know how to tell my mom. No one (but my brother) knows that I have a girlfriend and have my own style because my family life is so shit. If I go offline for a long time. I’m still alive. I don’t have the desire to do that yet. Because I know my family needs me. I don’t want to talk to anyone of it of my family because I get called over dramatic. I graduate soon. And I do have friends and most of us are going to the same school (expect for my girlfriend….And a few other friends) and some part of me KNOWS I am going to lose all of my friendships; I just really hate myself. I’m sorry if this is a vent. I feel like I should get it out. | image tagged in sad thumbs up cat | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
71 views • 2 upvotes • Made by Lilmorningstar 1 day ago in LGBTQ
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Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 1d,
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To the mods: I’m sorry if this go against the rules, or if the vent is too much.

I just don’t know what to do anymore.
AprilTheSnowLeopard M
0 ups, 1d,
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We’re all here if you need to talk, we love you and you are not going to end up alone
Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 10h,
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I know, it’s just this is normal, knowing I’m gonna lose everyone. It feels like the only person I can trust is my aunt. But even I can’t be myself around her
AprilTheSnowLeopard M
0 ups, 10h,
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I understand, only my grandpa and friends support me being trans IRL, but I can’t even act trans around my grandpa because I’m almost never alone just me and him
Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 3h
Thank you.
TheOnly_O M
0 ups, 1d,
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kind of like me except I don't get any friends to watch be happy, I just kinda sit there :(

We aren't really that different i guess
Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 1d,
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Yeah. It kinda feels weird when you know you’re gonna lose everything. Yet being alone makes you separate and happy
TheOnly_O M
0 ups, 1d,
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I also enjoy separating myself from other people at my school
Idk why but it feels just as nice as talking to the two best people that left me

I completely understand how you feel but don't beat yourself up about it
Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 1d
Thank you
RainyDays_and_TransGirl_stuff
0 ups, 4h,
1 reply
There's always someone who needs you. It doesn't feel like it, but the least is that you need yourself. You are the person who needs you the most. And there's always someone else, someone else whose day gets better because of you. And if it's just because of a funny meme you made or an artwork. Art is a great thing to keep yourself alive. I use 3to keep myself alive.

You will survive. And you can always reach out. I'm emotionally exhausted myself all the time, but there's ways I keep living. Keep living. Otherwise, they (whoever) would win. I believe in you.
Lilmorningstar
0 ups, 3h,
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The only thing keeping me alive is my three dogs at my moms and my two dogs at my dads.

Long live the doggos
RainyDays_and_TransGirl_stuff
0 ups, 3h
I'm more of a cat person, but dogs are chill too. Long live the doggos and the cattos!
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I know I’m always going to end up alone. So I distence myself before it happens. So my friends can start forgetting about me. I’m so emotionally exhausted. I don’t know how to tell my mom. No one (but my brother) knows that I have a girlfriend and have my own style because my family life is so shit. If I go offline for a long time. I’m still alive. I don’t have the desire to do that yet. Because I know my family needs me. I don’t want to talk to anyone of it of my family because I get called over dramatic. I graduate soon. And I do have friends and most of us are going to the same school (expect for my girlfriend….And a few other friends) and some part of me KNOWS I am going to lose all of my friendships; I just really hate myself. I’m sorry if this is a vent. I feel like I should get it out.