Quick reminder that there is a difference between antisemitism and anti-Zionism.
I'll explain it to you like you're a 5 year old: So lets say I have a cookie and someone else grabs it and crumbles it into pieces. Does that mean I will never do the same thing to someone else? Hell no. Being the victim of one thing doesn't exempt you from criticism for wrongdoing
Being continually attacked by your neighbors, all of whom have called for your extermination while hiding behind the "it's Israel, not the jews" cover, makes that distinction between zionism and antisemitism thin.