How it's gender euphoria:
- They'll never understand. The world's an ugly place. We all have experiences with transphobia or at least are scared of it.
- It's cruel to be exposed to everything that we can't touch but still feel. The longing, the yearning is one of the worst parts about dysphoria. I see a woman and I get gender envy. I look at yuri and I wanna be a lesbian even more. I long for it, but I can't have it.
- The disconnection from one's body. I've never really felt like my body was mine. I thought it was mine because everyone told me it was and it was logical. Dysphoria and disconnection was all I knew, so I couldn't know something was wrong. Just thought it was normal. But it still felt like someone else's body, someone else's voice. I felt like a stranger in my body.
- You can't go back once your egg cracked. You'll know that something's wrong, you can't find excuses anymore.
- I have supportive people. But to many (sometimes also to me) it feels like we're on our own.
- Dysphoria sometimes feels like being lost somewhere with no way to get anywhere else, to where you want to be.
- The search for something real. Dysphoria csn sometimes feel like depersonalisation or derealization. Like disconnection from reality. Dissociation.
The song fits so well!