Thank you all for your kind affirmations, but sadly I don’t see myself that way. I only see what’s wrong with me. I have acne, my eyes are too squinty, my nose is too big, I feel like I’m not skinny enough, my arms aren’t as strong as they used to be, my legs are squishy and I don’t want them to be, My spine is deformed, my hair is too thick. But mostly, I’m still in a female body. I feel like a disgusting bug trying to cosplay as a flower. It’s not working and everyone sees it. You’re all very kind, but I can’t see myself like that.