Hey guys, it's Leaf. Recently, I've been reflecting on my life, my past decisions, my future, and the current state of myself right now. I have to be honest, change and maturity is great, but has one particular drawback that really puzzles me. I have always wanted to be a Game Developer, a Content Creator, a Pilot, an Artist, a Voice Actor, etc. The big problem with this is that I always see people choose one of the few options and stick to it for the rest of their career. I'm 15 and turning 16 this fall, and with age comes a lot of new responsibilities that I have to account for. This adds on a lot more that I have to think of, and it's clouding my mind. That's why I try to not take life so seriously and try to cling onto my childhood for as long as I can. When it comes to choosing a profession, that's where I struggle. I love all my passions equally, and I want to see them blossom someday, but it's hard to choose one to prioritize. I wish I could be a jack of all trades, and I want too. I just don't want to be overwhelmed with the amount of things I do for a living. I do want to live a very social life, maybe keep in touch with my friends, find a lover, all that stuff. If I lead a social life as well, I'm going to have to cut down on my passions which would really hurt. I'm currently stuck at a crossroads, and I don't know what to do.
Thank you.
