earlier today, I made the decision to end it all on June 23rd. I've been feeling like a burden to the people who love me, especially my parents. If I continued any longer, I feel like they would have died much earlier than they should have. it seemed like they would be much happier and better off without me. Same for my friends. I can be pretty annoying, unfortunately.
However, I talked to my friends at school today and they said they were going to be here for me. Which honestly helped a little bit.
Another thing was, one of my friends had an anxiety attack because of my decision. and I feel incredibly guilty because of it. Neat, if you're reading this, I'm holding off my attempt. I'm afraid I might be making the wrong decision, but I'll see if it gets any better from here.
https://voca.ro/14ALizhY6FJ6 (pretty much what I said here but worded differently.)
