hate it when my chest does this

update:
it feels like lightning is running across my heart/lungs/torso

It could be just a pinched nerve or a muscle spasm, but if it happens a lot then you could ask your doctor about it.

it usually appears when you are daining your stamina constantly, just sprint, then take a rest, i had these when i was younger

draining*

thank you but itwas 12 am at the time
i dont think i couldve

How's it feel now

fine

Problem solved

Yes millie thank you

I get like that when I don’t eat. I can’t expand my lungs and chest fully and it hurts. You might also have heartburn or something. Did u get hit there recently???

i get hit everywhere constantly so who knows

You have 3 minutes to explain before I call the authorities who is hitting you

i couldve worded that better
its not my parents
just my siblings, friends and myself
i make a good punching bag physically

Are you ok? Do you let them hit u like wrestling or boxing or are they abusing you?

am i okay? no, probably not. its a mix of undeserved anger and playful injuries. the ones i do to myself last though.

Bbee, honey, you deserve so much more than that. I’m so sorry this has been happening to you and I wish I could do something more to help you, but all I have to offer is an ear and a (digital) hug. You are wonderful, and I know that’s hard to see when you are in an SH mindset, I’ve been there too, but I’ll keep saying it and keep being here for you even after you realize it.

I mean I do lowkey deserve it every time I get hurt
I try to apologise but it never works to ease anything
Whenever I accidentally hurt someone I hurt myself much more as a sort of self inflicted payback
I’m fine

That’s not fine at all you are literally describing self harm tendencies

Okay maybe
But it’s like
Justified
Trust me if you met me irl, you would want me to sh

did you commit mass genocide, hurt my family, turn the people I love against me, or abuse me? No? Great then there’s no reason why I would ever want u to hurt yourself

just… its fine. i appreciate your care, you're a great person, but it should be guided towards someone who deserves it. im fine.