If God forbids it in his word, i forbid it, I’m not being rude whatsoever I just want you to see when God’s word says it he means what he says 1 Corinthians 6:9 know ye not that the unrighteousness shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not decived, neither fornicators, nor idorlitors, nor audulterers, nor effeminate( homosexuals) shall inherit the kingdom of God” 1 Corinthians 6:9, I want to see you and others in heaven someday, please repent of your sins(meaning turning away from them and turning your eyes on Christ) and he will give you a new hearth and new desires, blessings, :)