Wow.. next thing I know, you'll start saying things like "Tone-deaf, narcissist, Karen, ism-this, phobic-that etc." All the while saying that every song sounds like Alice in Chains and should be included in RDR2 and asking who's reading your comment in the current year!
In other words, find some new material bub.
Lastly, You have proved yourself to be among the sufferers. I pity you.
Cult mentalities can be very destructive.