but in all seriousness please dont resort to killing yourself. there are people that care about you, please try to tlk with someone and/or seek help man. just please do not kill yourself.
I'm here to say goodbye to you all now, it's my time to leave this world forever. I will not be deleting this account, however, I would greatly appreciate if my account will become something for you to remember me by. likely, by the time many of you are seeing this, I will no longer be alive, things have not gone as i'd hoped they would is all i'll say. Jesvur out 𓆩❤︎𓆪