Something tells me you've felt like this before Neko, and it's okay to embrace your true self.
Sure, not everyone might like that, but it feels so freeing to finally be the version of you you're meant to be. My parents? They love me and help me through transitioning. My friends? They've been the most supportive people i've ever had with me, and they're a huge reason I've even felt the strength to come out to the world and be me. My boyfriend? He doesn't care, he loves me besides it and when I say "you should find a real man to love," he tells me that I AM A REAL MAN.
So, when I say this, listen to me. People are going to hate you. Judge you. Be repulsed by you, if you transition. You'll get death threats, you'll get threatened with attacks, people will call you slurs, tell you to "just end it all" just because you're different. They'll get on floors and bark at you, they'll yell and scream and shout in your ear to stop the nonsense. That you ARE the person you were at birth, that "God made you that for a reason."
But none of that will be true. The feeling of being FREE, the feeling of being AFFIRMED, the feeling of being LOVED even through all the turmoil, WHEN you find those groups that won't care what's in your pants, all of that bad junk is nothing compared to this. The freeing feeling, that comes from just being yourself. I've gone through almost four long and hard years of being hurt physically and mentally by those people out there that hate me. But you know what? I. DONT. CARE. and you shouldn't too.