its okay man
your body might be numb to the emotional pain
it happens sometimes, but it is never permanent. its just a rough patch, you'll get through this twin
never take it out on yourself with degredation
I HATE HOW I CANT EVEN ACTUALLY CRY ANYMORE..LIKE I CAN SHED A FEW TEARS AT A TIME..LIKE 4...BUT THEN I CANT ANYMORE.. THE LAST TIME I ACTUALLY CRIED WAS FEBRUARY 2025 WHEN ME AND THIS OTHER DUDE BROKE UP..I CRIED FOR 3 HOURS UNTI MY EYES WERE BLOODSHOT...BUT NOW, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY,NO MATTER WHAT I DO..I CANT EVEN CRY...I DIDN'T EVEN CRY OVER MY BEST FRIENDS DEATH...