took me 2 hours to type this...so please read

I really struggle with how quickly I can become emotionally attached to people;especially ones I meet online.Its like I rely on others to give me hope and love, and when they leave,it makes it like 100000x worse.It hurts so much because I had this connection with someone I thought of as a father figure; he is truly amazing and treated me with nothing but kindness.The hardest part is that I get so close to people I have never even met in real life,and that's what makes this pain feel unbearable.I often wonder why I feel this way, why I eve exist, and why it seems like no one truly loves me. I think I might take a break from imflip for awhile,so I just wanna wish everyone a good life filled with fun memories and more smiles.There's alot going on in my life right now in real life, and I am willing to share with anybody who wants to know, but it'll be in memechat.For now, Imgflip feels like the last thing I need,so I'm really grateful for the amazing year I've had with all of you. Thank you for being a part of my life, and I'll see you all sometime early 2026! mwah! love you all and God bless yalls souls.