on top of all this shi he brings up my dead dad like he is any better than my own father (it triggers me when he brings him up bc he died on my f*cking birthday of all days and i was only 8 or 9 years old, i had to take therapy which didnt work, everynight i would try to sleep and wake up crying and shaking from how much i missed him he was my everything, he made me smile and made sure i was happy but one wrong turn changed that.)