Lately I’ve been feeling really awful and a lot of my emotions have been toyed with I have a lot going on
I’m 15 and I feel like I have to sexualize myself to be likeable and I know that sounds stupid and quite frankly it is DID SOMEONE SAY FRANK LIKE THE OCEAN anyways I’ve tried to change my whole personality several times and I try to be cool and funny and I try to get along with people but I can’t bring myself to it because I have this weird thing where if I’m in any public situation online or not I have 2 possible responses: hide or act like a f**king idiot and I tend to go with the latter quite often. And to the people who I made uncomfortable I’m sorry. I feel like I have to be some out of pocket mentally challenged dork to make you laugh and being weird wasn’t my intention. And if I ever hated on you know I mean it especially you toady no one likes you you big fatty fat fatty. And to anyone I made feel loved know that it was all fake. I never loved any of you I’m not a good person no matter how you spin it I put all my problems on you or just rejected you. It’s not you it’s me. Why am I getting so serious what the f**k anyways uh idk what else to say I’m gonna delete in like uhhh 30 minutes I think so if u wanna talk nows ur chance
If you see this I hope you can come back eventually because no matter what you tell yourself you were an awesome friend and you were incredibly really sweet and kind and I really really liked you and hated so f**king how you felt like sexualizing yourself so much even when you liked doing it because I think you're so much better than that
My social links if u want I guess they’re kinda irrelevant
Discord: Potassium.frfr
Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199589846273/
That’s about it I think idk
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2 ups, 6d
MENTIONS!!!
F**k you yoshi take your f**king melanin back
Street rat never look at my playlist again you sad sack of shit
Hecate you cursed me with this username I hate you
F**k you silver
Idk what else to say bye
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2 ups, 6d
Funny thing
Yesterday my stepdad passed out and hit his face on the gravel real hard and he lost 2 teeth and he also has a hernia so I have to do all the heavy lifting around the house now