Well, being trans/non-binary doesn’t have to mean your life changes significantly. If you feel it’s safe, then tell your parents. If not, you can stay closeted and just not do much about it until you want to.
Thing is, I ain’t even completely sure if I actually am. One side of my f**ked up brain is telling me that I am, another side is telling me that I’m not.
Ig I will just look at how the situation develops and not think about my gender too much.
Thing is, my trans thoughts come from three sources, with one of them being me acting feminine as f**k, thus making me think I don‘t fit into being male.
That sounds more like insecure about your own masculinity then being feminine
I think you're worrying too much about it and I think you need to understand not abiding by male stereotypes doesn't necessarily mean you're transgender
A voice in my head is telling me to become trans or non-binary; Meanwhile another voice is telling me that it would change the f**k out of my life, and I really don’t need that change rn