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last post i swear | is it pathetic to want to be part of stuff; like i some of my friends will have a more tight knit smaller group within the friend group (such as an after school thing they do togethr) and i just really want to join them because i have so much in common (more in comments); last post for the night i swear
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0 ups, 2w,
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If your friends don't end up liking you for expressing your actual personality and your genuine self, its not worth it to be around them.
0 ups, 2w
hmm
maybe you are right wise bird man
thing is i… dont know how?
0 ups, 2w,
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humans are social creatures. it absolutely is not. i feel the same way.
0 ups, 2w,
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i need to take a long hard look at myself.
0 ups, 2w
how do you figure
0 ups, 2w,
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to explain this im going to use my example of 'masks'
i am a nerd. that is deeprooted. i am always a nerd no matter what. and i like to express that. i am also a geek. and that is shown almost everywhere.
being part of the lgbtq crew. my irl freinds sorta know. i parent know. but i dont talk about it. ever.
but there are things i dont even say here even.
i keep my 'masks' close to identical. and i can understand how hard it can be to remold. but honesty is where you start.
0 ups, 2w,
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thats the thing
the lines get blurry between where the mask ends and i start
so i try
but i know its not me
0 ups, 2w,
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if it gets blurry then i should be easier to transtion/swap them out.
(blurryface mentioned?)
but i guess that does add complicatuons to honsety.
but if that face mask abomination is close enough to your face then why not show it?
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
hmm
you have given me quite a bit to think about
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
yeah.. i mean. it doesnt have to fall into the two cataories. you could just be having identity crisis. (says that likeits not a big deal even though it is.)
0 ups, 1w,
1 reply
we'll see
0 ups, 1w,
1 reply
we'll see? see what?
0 ups, 1w,
1 reply
if it is a crisis
0 ups, 1w,
1 reply
it prolly is. a feeling of pseudo emptyness or being lost? that you?
0 ups, 6d,
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yeah kinda
0 ups, 5d
yeah. identity crisis.
ive had a couple before. (this is why we call people valid(not nessisarily for id crisis but imposter sydrome))
0 ups, 4d,
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imposter syndrome?
0 ups, 3d,
1 reply
never heard of it?
basicly you are something but you belive your are just trying to fit in as an outsider. (or you arnt something ad you are faking it)
like what i had with mental health. i thought i was just trying to fit in as an outsider with having a mental health problem. but i actualy had one. imposter syndrome (its a catch 22)
0 ups, 2d,
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ohh dude i do this to myself all the time
0 ups, 22h,
1 reply
the catch 22?
0 ups, 16h
the imposter syndrome
0 ups, 2w,
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ok before i continue a small tangent. I have 3 main… masks, i suppose.
the first is my one for being around my parents. i dont swear and try to be the model child. this one is very exhausting to upkeep and is theleast how i want to act.
my second is my one around friends. this is important later. in this one, i swear like a sailor and make stupid jokes. this one shows moreof my personality but is still quite restrained. this one is just okay.
my third is my favourite. i use this on imgflip only. i am almost truly how i want to express my personality.
back to the thing about my groups.
my friends mostly know me by the second mask, and very rarely the first.
these groups i want to join dont fit the second mask too well, but still fit.
these groups would fit with my third mask, however.
the thing is, they dont know me by the third too much.
so im scared. i dont know how i can join these groups if they dont know how i truly am as a person. I'm scared they wont like who i really am, so my second mask drifts further from the third. and i hate that and need advice.
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
1. Its not pathetic
2. This exact same thing happens with ME
3. (Advice) what I do to make sure I'm not separated is to just yap to them about pretty much anything, like I mean ANYTHING. As long as they know that you are there with them, they shouldn't do activities that dont include you. Maybe just call them as well at home. Play some video games wit em⌨🖱

Hopefully this helps👆
Lemme know if it doesnt and I'll think of another way, I got your back bro😁
0 ups, 2w,
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im just scared.
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
I mean I cant really do anything about that
Ig just dont introduce yourself in a corny way and you should be good!
0 ups, 2w
ok
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is it pathetic to want to be part of stuff; like i some of my friends will have a more tight knit smaller group within the friend group (such as an after school thing they do togethr) and i just really want to join them because i have so much in common (more in comments); last post for the night i swear daylight savings started today so even though my clock says 11:30 my brain thinks its 10:30