that sounds like a huge false excuse but ok
honestly i think you should probably stop engaging in fights with users such as cheze and silver bc that only makes your reputation worse because the way you go about it makes everything you say look very flimsy and full of lies, and just engaging with the bait makes it worse
also please just be fully honest with everything, I know you're going to say you are, but realistically, no one believes you, and for good reason
anyways idc what you do but thats just what i think