My dad was always a serial animal abuser and a pedo psychopath. I had a Shi t zu that I didn't know until adulthood he killed then lied with fake tears. I was staying with mom on the weekend at age 12 and he called at 1:30 am saying he was coming home and he ran up the alley and he didn't see him and ran over him. I thought back when in early 30's and recalled no marks on him. A car would've squashed him had it went over him like he claimed. Also never went out late and that time of night was when he'd start jumping at the bathroom door to get out. Dad shut him in there to keep him from pooping on carpet but as dirty as he lived you wouldn't find it until it dried. He'd get mad, open the door and punch him in the face. I think that night he hit him hard enough to snap his neck. He beat them all. I stayed with him because of the spiritual bond that was repressed that was made from his groping starting at 21 mo. We went places together a lot & mom knew nothing. I moved in with her the next year because he's hard to live with. Visited as a teen. Bought my cigs, let me drink & bought my weed, ate out 3 meals a day & weekend mall clothes. Rohipnol in the beer led to intercourse & he had vasectomy when I was 8 so pregnancy not possible. Moundsville, WV is cursed, hexed & haunted. Sanford elementary school had violent entities. He took me in at age 6 since he enjoyed demons & fondled in worst part of school. Spirits participated & describing spirits doing this is impossible. Happens to children often in Satanic & other occult rituals. Repressed stuff from dad surfaced in '03. Sanford not until 2022. I don't blame God. I'm an intercessor & He plans to uproot this old curse. Everyone in that town has dysfunction & haunts are normal. God allowed it but had He not then I couldn't identify with those He's had me pray for or be connected enough to Sanford to help others. I takes years to get to the point where you can see your past horror as a blessing. Not the events or people & demons doing it but God's allowance of evil to happen is part of free will but without free will He has puppets & no true life. If good can happen then that's okay with me. INFJ's are made to carry pain including others. If done right it's natural & not a burden. Animals go to paradise like the thief on the cross & will be in heaven too. They're not accountable or made in His image & did nothing to cause the Fall. The close relationship with God is worth all horror to me.