I know I don't know you, but I hope you're okay. It's hard when you feel like nobody cares or is trustworthy, and I just want you to know there's always people who are. You're just not with them yet, and if you kill yourself, you'll never get the chance to meet all those awesome people.

Bro, you need help? I got you.

It's just I thought I could trust my other friends more just for them to ignore my struggles for someone else's minor ones

Well I'm with you

It's appreciated, but I think I just need some time and thinking about who to keep around

Good idea. Come to anything._idk stream for help (if needed), loads of good people there, always someone on. Good luck