You’re better than that. Take my advice, get a bit of an ego. Having an ego does wonders for one’s self esteem. Not in a dickish way, but have some pride. Also, start working out, it also does wonders for one’s self esteem.

It's hard to get an ego when people already say mine is too big. Thanks for the advice of working out.

Yw, working out has helped me a lot. Let your ego push you to win and stop seeing yourself so poorly. If some douchebag wants to criticize you for that, they can f**k themselves.

One of my best friends deleted because of me, and now he hates me. I was a safe space to him, and I ruined that, just like I ruin everything.

no no its not your fault! you don't ruin everything and you certainly aren't a monster! its ok it will be ok don't worry everything will be fine

Everyone says that, but it's only gotten worse so far. :(

Mate, I’m still here with ya. I’m still with ya in the dark.

Yeah well, I know how cliched this sounds, but it IS possible for everyone else to be assholes. What did he even delete over, if you feel comfortable saying?

We were arguing about the whole suicide situation

don't beat your self over something small

i am looking for him rn. if i find him i will let you know.

It's not your fault mate. People are unpredictable and fickle. You couldn't have known it would happen, and you didn't intend for it to happen.
You are not a monster, just a poor soul wandering in the dark.

Thank you.

Anytime.
Let me know if I can do anything.