It’s not worth it

Go get a pet so you have a purpose

I'm telling you right now, you need to start praying to God for help.

I have wanted to kill myself, and had done self harm for months, and praying greatly helped me, and i don't have those feelings anymore.

Killing yourself will send you straight into hell, and you aren't coming back from there, and hell is unimaginably more painful than anything that could ever happen to anybody on earth, ever.

Dont say things like that

I the purpose of this stream is to prevent this request of yours