I am almost constantly running around, banning alts, taking abuse from those who would hurt our streams, and watching my friends' mental and physical health deteriorate. Many of them have even killed themselves. I am sad to say that it has taken a toll on my mental health as well. I truly feel like I need a break, but last time I did, I came back to people abusing flags and bans, jeffrey alts running wild, and a couple suicides. In three. F**king. Days. I dread to think what would have happened if I had taken a week. I don't want to let you all down, but I am getting more and more depressed with each day on here. What's worse, I take my own resulting mental health issues (not anyone else's) as a sign of weakness and inability to cope and do my job. Any ideas?
