God help me...

listening to air is crazy

LMAO

lamo

I was listening to Doomsday Zone (S&K) when going home

i see

Fits the theme

yea

alr

When I was home, I came across this announcement: Spinel was unmodded.
I couldn't believe it.
And then, I went to swimming class.
After that, I pulled up my phone and saw Spinel announcing his leave. At first, I wanted him to stay. I didn't understand the things that you all said he'd done. When I saw the comments that were obviously against Spinel, my heart broke. Even System, who's usually a really nice user on this stream, was against Spinel. And then, I got the announcement. He was abusing comment ban. I kept scrolling on the Understream, trying to understand the unfolding doomsday, I got hit with the final announcement.
HE. WAS. PERMABANNED.
That put an end to his being here in this stream.
I kept reading through the comments, and people were:
-Saying that Spinel deserved the ban (the majority)
-Saying that Spinel should come back, and we should be nice to him (Rewrite)
-The Neutrals™ Posting about this stream's drama levels rising to astronomical levels, and wanting peace (myself, xoxosilly, Ultimo, and others)
...
When I joined, I wanted peace and fun on this stream. But when I became an official part of the community, I was experiencing the HELL of this community:
-A huge drama that I haven't experienced (thank god) (FTM told me about it when I posted my Sans dodgeball meme).
-PaintedFish's OG account was deleted.
-System tried to [redacted] TWICE!!! (And Spinel was also worried!)
-System and the owners got in a conflict (no details).
-A BOMBING ON OUR USERS!!!
-Site mods banning people (Spinel also!) because they defended RedLego from a person criticising his art
-The TOAA Unban Vote™.
-And now: Losing one of our members (with NEGATIVE INFINITE DSD).

If I look at you ALL saying things that Spinel did, I can feel that Spinel messed up BIG TIME.
But if I look at Spinel, I remember TOAA and the vote. I don't know what to feel about TOAA at this point, since the vote's basically DEAD.

I feel like I'm dying mentally. I don't know what to believe, what to think, what to do (at least on this site).

You should take a break for a while.. I can't force you into it, but this is clearly not well for your mental state. :(

I feel like I'm attached to this stream, like strings I can't tear.

And that's not good. You're supposed to be able to step away if needed. That's why you should do your best to stay away for a bit until you're okay.

I'll try.

Thank you.

if you need a break, i won't mind.

Can I see the link to the image ur talking about?

What image?

The Sans dodgeball meme

Oh ok

Yeah, back then I was worried about a REPOST

Oh, the comments I've been talking about...
By "comments", I mean people's thoughts

Goofy ahh cat: